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Post by Zee on Dec 8, 2007 23:33:25 GMT -5
Houdini is dead.
The operation didn't work, and so they had to inject some medicine into her liver to put her to sleep.
I was there, I got to hold her, I got to say goodbye and then she was gone.
She was only a mouse but she meant so much to me, that I just broke down and ran from the vet, not knowing where I was going or anything. I ended up colapsing near a tree not far into some farm land, and guess what. Josh followed. Stubborn isn't he.
Well after I'd punched him a few times - in the shoulder, yes, I was just angry and upset at everyone - I just broke down and cried and he was just holding me, saying nice things before I finally calmed down and he walked me home.
My brother made some lame joke about Josh having to be desperate to go out with me, what with my crying and all, but don't get me wrong, I don't usually cry. Usually.
Well, I'm feeling numb, tired and literally all cried out, so I'll try and reply to some posts on here, but I don't really feel like it.
Sorry.
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Post by Zee on Dec 9, 2007 5:50:27 GMT -5
Well, I replied anyway. Finally managed to steal some piccy's of Joshy. In the first one, we were sitting near the beach and he was in the middle of telling a joke when I suddenly went "Say cheese!" He looked at me like wtf and turned away but not before I caught this gorgeous smile... ...And in the second picture we were sitting on the stairs to the lift at the train station like fully kissing, when all of a sudden my best friends showed up and started hooting and whistling. They got like a million and one pictures of it on their phones so I'll have to see if I can get them so you can see Josh blush. This was just a bit after my besties left and I was playing with his shoe lace and teasing him and he was getting annoyed thinking I'd planned for my besties to show up -which I hadn't- heh. ...Like three seconds after I got the picture I started laughing and he tackled me, which made us both fall down the stairs. I really wish I'd got a picture of him laughing because it was so ... happy. lol Anyway, the pics were taken on a tiny digital camera that I "borrowed" from my brother Robbie, and I cropped them before I posted them so you didn't see all the horrible light that was shining off the stairs. It hurt my eyes lol. In case you can't tell, Josh, unlike Tyler, is camera shy, lol. And yes. Zee likes sitting on stairs :] |
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Post by TobyMacFreak on Dec 9, 2007 12:26:10 GMT -5
Zee, oh my gosh! He is so cute! He is wonderfully cute. And you guys are kissing already? Wow! Oh man that is wonderful for you! And I am trully sorry about your mouse. I really wishe she would have lived, but I am glad that Josh is helping you through this. If I was there with you, me and Tyler, we could have a kissing contest! lol, just kidding. But that would be fun to meet you and Josh...man is he hot.
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Post by Zee on Dec 9, 2007 18:32:15 GMT -5
Guess what, guess what, guess what?! *jumps up and down* I got a pupppppy!!
I woke up this morning, went outside [in my pajama's I may add] to get a drink and my family was sitting around [my parents, two brothers and Daniel] and Josh was there, smirking like he'd done something evil.
Which he had.
He actually got a puppy off his aunt [the vet]. The puppy had been abandoned at the vet or something, and needed a new home anyway, and he's sooooo gorgeous! I'll put a pic up as soon as my computer stops being corny lol. We named him Maxxy :]
Annnnnnd I think I freaked Josh out by giving him a huge hug right in front of my family - not that he seemed to mind, but anyway x]
And to answer what you wrote before I start jumping up and down again, Yes, we're already kissing x] I said I liked him didn't I x]
Annnnd I told him what you said about the kissing contest, and he was like -he knew you were joking so don't fret lol- we could beat you any-day lmao. Oooooo... Man, my life is full of ups and downs, but my dad made a little wooden box for Houdini so we can bury her [we have a little garden patch where my friend Nazzy's old horse is buried, so we plan to bury Houdini there too.] Whew. I'm happy and sad. [p.s, excuse the spelling in this post, my comp is going whacko and its hard to type when I'm jumping up and down from being happy, heh.]
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Post by TobyMacFreak on Dec 9, 2007 19:27:04 GMT -5
That is so cool that you got a puppy! It is amazing that your life is like that. Mine is kind of dull and out of wack....the only thing keeping me going is Tyler. That's about it. Hopefully I will get a picture of him and me together soon, if I can see him...*sigh* I'll tell you about that later. But anyway, I bet we could beat you and Josh! He doesn't know how long we have kissed before. lol
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Post by Zee on Dec 11, 2007 1:12:26 GMT -5
lmao! I'm sure the competition would be tied! I know this is probably a stupid question, but why havn't you seen Tyler latley? Do you guys live in different towns or something? Or is it because your mom didn't want you with him? I feel really bad for you, because well, it must be horrible not getting to spend time with him. I spend nearly every day with Josh now, or at least parts of the day. Oh, and here -- MaxxyJosh's compent was that Maxxy is odd, but pets are usually alot like their owners.  |
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Post by TobyMacFreak on Dec 11, 2007 10:07:22 GMT -5
I bet it would, so let's just settle for a tie. lol Um, yeah. I don't get to see him much. It really isn't my mother, but his. They liked me before Tyler and I started messing around, but now they don't like me. I have only talked to him a few times in the past month. They are keeping him locked up in his house, not aloud to see anyone. Including me. I am dying over here! I miss him so much....I dream of him almost every night and get on Myspace everyday, trying to catch him. But everytime he says something to me he says that he has to get off, because of his family. Uh, I hope he misses me like I miss him. Oh my gosh! He is so cute. Is he an Alustrian Shepard? He is so cute, and you said that Josh got him from the vet? Why wouldn't anyone like to take him? I have a dog too, did you know that? Here is a picture of him. Chance If you click on his picture, it gets bigger. Yeah, everyone says I act like Chance. I do though. I trip over stuff and fall down all the time, just like my pup. |
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Post by Zee on Dec 12, 2007 18:19:14 GMT -5
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Oh, that's slack. I mean his family keeping you guys apart is slack. Can't you ring him or something? Or talk to his family? I'd be pretty pissed off if Josh's family tried to keep him away. [Guess that's the advantage of dateing a 22 year old. His parents can't boss him around. Heh.]
We don't actually know what Maxxy is. He's alot like an Australian Shepard, but he's also alot like a boarder collie lol. I'm not sure why nobody wanted him?
And Chance is totally gorgeous! He looks so happy!
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Post by TobyMacFreak on Dec 12, 2007 19:43:28 GMT -5
Yeah, well I think Tyler just broke up with me. His parents don't like him talking to girls, so if I do call him they will say no if they pick up. He can't do anything until he is eighteen. That sucks for me. Do you think that he is breaking up with me because his parents told him to?
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Post by Zee on Dec 12, 2007 23:28:08 GMT -5
It's hard to say. I mean, he could have done it because his parents told him too, or maybe he did it because he wanted too [I've been out with a few guys who used their parents as excuses. Jackasses] The only real way you can tell is if he ever showed a "real" intrest in you. Like, if he went out of his way to talk to you, it would be obvious he liked you. Or if he's a real "mommy's boy" [No offense meant] he may have done it to keep his parents happy. I can't really say, because I don't know him.
I'm sorry Toby. :[
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Post by TobyMacFreak on Dec 13, 2007 11:40:59 GMT -5
Well I think he is a "mommys boy". He is a big butthead, but I love him anyway. Even if he is trying to get away from me, I will love him. No matter what. I think he is the one, and I know that sounds stupid, but I think it is true. Thanks for being there, cause I can't tell my Mother, but I should. But I can't! Uh....how is Josh?
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Post by Zee on Dec 14, 2007 0:04:13 GMT -5
Why can't you tell your mother? She could help. Maybe it would feel better if you told her, or your friends or siblings or something? And Josh is great! He's moved into his apartment near us, and got a job at the local mechanics - so when ever I see him he's always covered in grease  lol |
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Post by TobyMacFreak on Dec 14, 2007 10:07:14 GMT -5
Well I think me and Tyler are good now. I talked to him yesterday about it. He said he isn't aloud to date me, which I knew. But we could be friends. Close friends. Isn't that wonderful?
It sounds like your life is just going wonderfully. I bet he looks hot covered in grease. lol, try and get a picture of him like that. Did I ever tell you he could be a male model? Not in a bad way, but he does look that good!
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Post by Zee on Dec 16, 2007 3:59:17 GMT -5
lmao, Josh is camera shy so no way could he be a male model! But I will definatly try and get a picture of him covered in grease x] Shouldn't be too hard.
And I'm so glad you and Tyler are still friends! That's great!
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Post by Zee on Dec 20, 2007 3:03:25 GMT -5
Sorry I havn't been on, I got grounded and I can only sneak onto the comp for a bit while my parents are out shopping...
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lol